I could really do with getting dressed.

But I have absolutely no clue where any of my clean underwear is. There’s no way I’m going commando, what am I to do? :/ 

Off to cardiff in the morning, very much looking forward to this week.

And all the alcohol that will be consumed, games to be played and so on and so forth,

(Source: iamyouronlycure)

Is it bad that I want some undivided attention sometimes?

I don’t think my day could get any worse tbh.

Is it bad that I smoke to not be hungry?

Sat here crying, something I usually do.

But today I’m joined by some tasty ferrero rochers, something I don’t remember eating ever before today, but they taste nice. Remind me of my great gran.

I’m so fucked off, like seriously.

Had a bath earlier and it was all lovely and had a nice shave..

and now my legs are all silky soft, smooth and sexy again. 

My dad just had a massive go at me over facebook, well good Christmas present!

I don’t care though, he’s just shown himself to be a truly horrible and disgusting person.

My dad hasn’t bothered sending a card or a message or anything for Christmas. That’s okay mate, didn’t want you to show any feelings towards me anyway.

Phwoar, I love whores.

Last night was beautiful, me and Cai headed off to the pub dressed up as a tree and an elf. Saw loads of people and got overly drunk. I was well classy and was a little sick so I could drink more. I am such a woman. I can’t wait ‘til christmas, until all my family open their presents. I’ve properly spoiled them all and it’s going to be great!
I’m going to go find something to eat now, because my stomach hasn’t handled anything solid until now. 

I really fancy a cup of tea but I can’t be bothered moving. My leg is dead so I’m pretty sure I’ll fall over if I stand up. That’d be so fun!

Not felt like sleeping all night because Joe’s at mine and he has a fever and has been sweating all over my bed all night and I can’t sleep being that hot so I spent all night buying my brothers more presents. I love proper spoiling them, it’s fun! I’m going to get up and have a nice cup of tea to wake me up, get ready and decent looking, then tidy my house for Jayney.

(Jayney is my mum btw!! She’s all disabled and ill but she’s still one of the loveliest people ever (usually anyway) and she’s beautiful and I love her.
Pretty sure she fell asleep on the couch and might still be there, so tempted to take a picture >:D ) 

Lying in bed crying to myself like a proper depresso emo. EW!

I might shove on an episode of adventure time to cheer myself up :)